This Is Probably Not Healthy

I am unavoidably drawn to people (real or fictional) who are terribly and irreparably damaged. I don't know what it is, but there is just something so appealing to me about people who are completely fucked up. I think maybe it's that I try so hard to keep my multitude of issues in check, that I find it sort of cathartic to be around those who don't. I am attracted to those who dare to be, on the outside, the deranged mess that I am on the inside. But alas, the percentage of people in the world who are both deranged and vegan is probably near zero.