Shove All the Planets In the Universe Up My Ass!

Do you ever just feel like the harder you try to take control of your life, the more everything just completely goes to shit? Because I do! I keep trying to be a responsible person and make good decisions (which, by the way, is very difficult for me anyway) and it keeps not working. I just can't seem to make a single decision in my life that gets me even one inch closer to where I want my life to be. Not only that, but I can't even do anything to lessen the completely unnecessary aggravations in my day to day life.