Do you ever just feel like the harder you try to take control of your life, the more everything just completely goes to shit? Because I do! I keep trying to be a responsible person and make good decisions (which, by the way, is very difficult for me anyway) and it keeps not working. I just can't seem to make a single decision in my life that gets me even one inch closer to where I want my life to be. Not only that, but I can't even do anything to lessen the completely unnecessary aggravations in my day to day life.